daaaaaaaaaamn!

i haven’t blogged in FOREVER!!!!! practically a month!!! oh my!!! =O

but i have my reasons, ya kno? been kinda busy lately… (i said KINDA busy, haha…)

been doin a lot of thinking… about my past, my present, and my future… (haha, is it me, or did that sound very lame and philosophical? even if it’s true? heehee…) so… i took a blog break… (didn’t mind much, cuz no one reads it ANYWAYS… *sigh*) kept up my twitter tweets, though… (even though, once again, no one reads it!) but i HAD to do that, haha… twitter’s very addictive like that…

anyways… umm… i made some big life decisions… don’t wanna outright say what they were, cuz it’s still very surreal, so just click here… it’s pretty self-explanatory after you see the page… maybe i’ll clarify later… if anyone shows an ounce of interest…

laters!

chan =)

i don’t know about you, but…

wouldn’t you be a LITTLE pissed off if someone who doesn’t do dishes complained about the way they were being washed? or another person, who also complained, was someone who actually did do the dishes from time to time, but only the ones THEY wanted to do? and left the pots and pans dirty all the time? or had all the dirty cups sitting around in their room for over two weeks while everyone wondered “where are all the cups?” i dunno. i’m just saying. chan >={

got something to say but no one to say it to?

click here to visit a website for hbo’s show “big love”… it has a section where you can anonymously share a secret you might have. it’s pretty relieving, like shouting it out in a empty room. you get it out there, so it’s not bottled up inside anymore, and you don’t have to worry about people blabbling your business. and you can read other people’s anonymously reveiled secrets, too… it’s pretty interesting. enjoy!

chan =)

now i’m pissed.

i had a whole post ready to… well… be posted, and as i’m typing in the tags for the post, i hit backspace to try and erase a letter, and instead, it went back to the previous page. when i tried to go back to the post i’d written, it did go back, but everything i wrote was erased. the whole post. poof. gone. i mean, it wasn’t THAT important. just me talking about my loneliness in skool, and life in general. i was pretty depressed when i was writing it. but i was glad to finally put it out there. then it all got erased. now i’m sad AND pissed off. cuz now, even if i wanted people to know how i felt, i can’t post what’s been erased. and i dont want to bother trying to rewrite it. i mean, truth be told, no one was gonna read it or give a shit anyway, so… whatever.

#$*@#$$#^$%&^%#@$#@%$&^$@!!!!!

chan :[

owwie.

my back started hurting me last night, as i was trying to go to sleep. woke up at 4am last night/this mornin, outta nowhere, cuz it was killin me. ugh. aaand i did my hair yesterday! finally! celebration time! but because my hair’s kinda short, it’s hard to put into a bun. so, naturally, it’s kinda tight. so i’m in pain now. all over. =(

chan =O

i shouldn’t be allowed to carry cash.

my aunt gave me and my brother $75 each for christmas this year. usually, she puts it on target gift cards for us, but she didn’t have time to go to target, so we got it in cash. i didn’t think it was a problem. but damn. it really was.

with the $75, here’s what i’ve bought so far, in no particular order. readyyy?

1.a. i paid for my driving class/pre-licensing course. a class i HAVE to take before i take my road test. figured i’d paid for it instead of begging my parents for even more dough. a very good investment, i think. (that was $30. my balance is now $45. not bad, i guess.)

1.b. when i went on my break in the middle of the driving class, i went to wendy’s for lunch. ($5 to fill my belly. now i have $40. still okay. kinda. ehh…)

2. i went to the movies twice before the new year. once with the whole fam (the day the earth stood still = it was aight) and once with just my brothers (the tale of despereaux = it was aight). i bought the popcorn combos both times. and a bag of skittles. which sucks for me. everyone ate the popcorn, and i was left broke while my brothers got to hold on to their christmas money even longer. (grrrrrr…) but my parents usually pay for everything when we go to the movies, so it was the least i could do. right? right? (both popcorn combos were about $12, and the skittles were about $5. yea. 5 frikkin dollars. the total for that junk is approximately $29. i have $11 left. frak.)

3. my brothers and i ordered a pizza one day when we were home all day. we all pitched in exactly $6. very fair. and the pizza was very gooood. (out of the $11, i now have…… oh yeah, only $5!!! frak times infinity.)

so, my cash is pretty much gone. well, not really. i had a little money before christmas, and my parents gave me money for christmas, too, which i’m desperately hanging on to. so i’m not completely broke. yet. i’m just annoyed that not even two whole weeks after christmas, over half of my christmas money is gone. grrr. and i still wanna set aside at least $40 for a couple of other things, one of them being my linkin park underground 8 membership renewal… i HAVE to get it. it’s the exclusive fan club for frikkin linkin park! (*cue the screams of excitement*)

chan =O

hey! a sidenote: by the end of the month, if i have ANY money left over, can someone throw me a party? cuz that’d be a real miracle. =)

a teeny weeny dilemma…

my fingernails are growing back. i dunno if i should cut them or not. i like em short, cuz they’re very easy to maintain. when they’re long, i have to put nail hardener on it so they don’t break. then i get tempted to color them. then i don’t end up liking the color, so i take it off with nail polish remover. then my nails get weak and break anyway. buuuut… it takes a while for them to grow out, and when they grow without breakin, i feel bad cutting them short all over again. that sense of accomplishment goes away. :(

ah, whatever. i’m cuttin em. i love my short nails.

so yes, you’re right. this post was completely pointless. i’m gonna go start posting pics from christmas at my grandaunt’s house. good times, as always! =D

laters!

chan =)

did you notice that?

since when did i have a search bar on my blog? on the top right hand side, above that little “about me” section. was that always there?

huh.

well, gettin dressed for the rain right now. i’m burning up. cuz it’s kinda hot in the house. and i’m gonna be driving today! yay! (wait, i said yay? something’s wrong here…)

we’re goin to jersey, and bren and i have to help drive. but it’s raining!

ahhhhhhh!!!!!

pray we don’t skid off the road…

chan :)

some random junk from my sleepy brain

it’s 12:44.

AM.

it’s pouring with rain outside. yay! some relief from all the heat that’s been making me sweat like a pig these last few days.

my back, my legs and my tummy are all sore from this cardio class me and bren are taking now. but i am looking forward to losing some jiggle.

now it’s 12:47.

still AM.

i have a fake 80’s pop song stuck in my head. it’s called “pop goes my heart”, from the movie “music and lyrics”. it’s so frikkin catchy. and i love it.

it just started raining harder outside.

does this mean i get to wear jeans tomorrow?

it’s 12:48 now.

AM.

still.

i know, right? change it up. let’s get some PM in here.

i’m gonna post that song i mentioned. someone must have it on youtube. the video that goes with it is pretty funny.

argh. just thought of the stuff i ordered online that still hasn’t come yet. grrrr.

got up for a bit, and now it’s 12:59. AM.

mummy just told me the rain is hurricane weather. and it’ll be raining tomorrow, too. jeans, anyone? maybe even a hoodie? =O

yay!

i want my jeans-and-hoodie weather back! i’m sick of sweatin outside!

now it’s 1:00 AM. and i’m tired. so i’m goin to bed.

bonsoir.

chan :)

oops, i did it againnn-ahh!

yep. i made one huge blog post. that no one will read. and if you think about reading it, prepare yourself. i end up whining.

chan :[

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